I’m going to do it : back to university

As some of you may have read previously. During the summer I graduated from my foundation year of university . I still cannot believe that I actually graduated. It wasn’t an easy ride with being both pregnant and then having a newborn , but I did it ! ( pats self on back )

During the summer I then had to  decide if I wanted to go back and complete my last year. All different thoughts were running through my mind . The main one being can I do this !. This time round I have a child on the move that can sense when I’m getting my laptop out . I’m sure she has a 6th sense for it .She will ever poo or have a mental breakdown . Also my brain is slowly turning into a mush of nursery rhymes and Peppa pig . So will my brain even be able to cope with it all.

The decision I came to is to grow a pair and get on with it . Go back and complete my final year. I have a great support network around me and as long as I use them I will be fine.

Once a week now I attend university for four hours . Whilst Ava goes and causes havoc at my mom’s house . It’s been so nice to be me again  and use my brain . It wasn’t as bad as I thought it wasn’t going to be . I have remembered a lot more than I thought I would . Thankfully I haven’t forgotten Har;